Weakest Week

Week 5

Basically, this blog was all about what actually happened this week. So bare with me, it’s kinda boring. :)) Anyway, Welcome back to my bloooogg!!

This week was probably the weakest because I’ve been feeling so alone, lost and unseen :((

I was so down thinking about how would I handle living this miserable life I got :(( I’ve been putting myself to a situation where I shouldn’t have to. I overthink too much to the point where everything I am looking at annoys me. Wherein fact, I shouldn’t have to. But, that’s me. Anyway too much for this haha

Honestly, it is very rare on me being so productive. And yesss! this week was so productive knowing that we’ll be having our final defense which is on Wednesday. So, probably, we are procrastinating together with my group mates because our research wasn’t all finished and even us, researchers weren’t ready.

For two days straight (monday & tuesday) were the days where I found myself so busy, more than I expected. We’ve been doing our research for the whole day we even go home late. Thanks to my group mates who was able to fight this kind of battle. Honestly, I was about to give up that day before our final defense because our research isn’t yet finish and we have no one to lean on unless the two of us. I can’t handle seeing my group mate (I was talking about one of my group mate btw) struggling without doing anything. I don’t wanna see her doing our research all alone without me, doing nothing and at the end of the day we all receive the same grade while she struggles doing it alone. So, I did my very best and someone helped me. I didn’t know how to thank her for the things she have done :)) I didn’t know you would do that for me like really. I was expecting that you would comfort and then that’s it. But, you did more extra. I never expected that I would encounter that. Thankyou for cheering me up and at the same time helping me throughout that day. You know who you are hehehe. You made me realized that sometimes assumptions aren’t true :)) Thanks also to my mother for comforting me that dayy. Mothers are indeed angel coming from above. Everytime I’m seeing my mom’s precious smile make me realized that God has given me too much and I would thank you for that everyday :(( I hope we all cherish every moment we are creating together with our parents because they are truly amazing!! :((

Our final defense was quite nice. It was well done although there’s something missing but still blessed because it was approved!! Congrats to us all classmates :))

Honestly speaking, rappelling was one of my bucket list before leaving this world. I badly wanna try it because by just looking at it, you can really feel the excitement. Finally, I was able to try it although it was just in the school so, probably it wasn’t as challenging as it is. But still, for me it was really enjoyable. I wanna do it outside the school but sadly I don’t know where lol.

Anyways, sorry if there is no picture of me performing our activity which is rappelling atleast I did enjoy it :))

In thursday, there was no proper class. Same as usual, I slept and then watched dramas :)))

That’s all for todaayyyy hehehe see u on my last bloooog :(( surely will miss blogging :((