Week 6

Bonjour!! I am back!! But this time, probably this will be my last blog. I hope you get some words of wisdom here and even cheer yourself. Iloveyouuu and god bless!!

Lately, I’ve been observing myself of how I handle obstacles these days. I keep on telling myself to be more stronger because life is really prone to problems. It is up to us on how we differentiate things. It depends on us on how we see it as a way for us to grow or a way for us to be drown in fantasy. Although it’s not really easy to say that but let’s try to adept ourselves in reality because that’s the only way for us to avoid being drown in expectations. There’s no such thing perfect in life. We always encounter different level of pain. If you wanted to be stocked on that pain then eat every impossible thing you wanted to happened. For you to grow, you have to perceive every situations that it depends on a person on how they grasp things in a positive way.

I keep on telling myself that “I am so tired, I wanna rest, I just wanted to disappear for a little while” yeah! until I realized that you can’t rest unless you commit suicide but suicide is not the answer to problems. How can a person convinced herself/his self to commit suicide? I mean how can you just waste your life by just committing suicide where in fact your parents keep on praying to have a children and your life is god’s precious gift. Come on girl/boy you are gifted it’s just you are telling yourself that you were not. By just thinking the fact that God’s work is perfect. How can you say that you are not. My god you have that beauty that others can’t have. You think you are worthless? If you are worthless then why are you here? You are here in this world because you have purpose. You have role in someone’s life that makes them the better version of theirselves. If you haven’t hear this, I wanna tell you, you are worth it, you are pretty. If you have seen this give me a hug hehe. Cheer up you are beautiful in your own unique way.

Goodbyeee lovelyyyy. That’s all. Maybe I would continue doing this blog but depends on me because you know I’m the laziest. Gonna miss doing this thing. See you around!!

Week 5

Basically, this blog was all about what actually happened this week. So bare with me, it’s kinda boring. :)) Anyway, Welcome back to my bloooogg!!

This week was probably the weakest because I’ve been feeling so alone, lost and unseen :((

I was so down thinking about how would I handle living this miserable life I got :(( I’ve been putting myself to a situation where I shouldn’t have to. I overthink too much to the point where everything I am looking at annoys me. Wherein fact, I shouldn’t have to. But, that’s me. Anyway too much for this haha

Honestly, it is very rare on me being so productive. And yesss! this week was so productive knowing that we’ll be having our final defense which is on Wednesday. So, probably, we are procrastinating together with my group mates because our research wasn’t all finished and even us, researchers weren’t ready.

For two days straight (monday & tuesday) were the days where I found myself so busy, more than I expected. We’ve been doing our research for the whole day we even go home late. Thanks to my group mates who was able to fight this kind of battle. Honestly, I was about to give up that day before our final defense because our research isn’t yet finish and we have no one to lean on unless the two of us. I can’t handle seeing my group mate (I was talking about one of my group mate btw) struggling without doing anything. I don’t wanna see her doing our research all alone without me, doing nothing and at the end of the day we all receive the same grade while she struggles doing it alone. So, I did my very best and someone helped me. I didn’t know how to thank her for the things she have done :)) I didn’t know you would do that for me like really. I was expecting that you would comfort and then that’s it. But, you did more extra. I never expected that I would encounter that. Thankyou for cheering me up and at the same time helping me throughout that day. You know who you are hehehe. You made me realized that sometimes assumptions aren’t true :)) Thanks also to my mother for comforting me that dayy. Mothers are indeed angel coming from above. Everytime I’m seeing my mom’s precious smile make me realized that God has given me too much and I would thank you for that everyday :(( I hope we all cherish every moment we are creating together with our parents because they are truly amazing!! :((

Our final defense was quite nice. It was well done although there’s something missing but still blessed because it was approved!! Congrats to us all classmates :))

Honestly speaking, rappelling was one of my bucket list before leaving this world. I badly wanna try it because by just looking at it, you can really feel the excitement. Finally, I was able to try it although it was just in the school so, probably it wasn’t as challenging as it is. But still, for me it was really enjoyable. I wanna do it outside the school but sadly I don’t know where lol.

Anyways, sorry if there is no picture of me performing our activity which is rappelling atleast I did enjoy it :))

In thursday, there was no proper class. Same as usual, I slept and then watched dramas :)))

That’s all for todaayyyy hehehe see u on my last bloooog :(( surely will miss blogging :((

Week 4

Hellooooo!! Welcome baaack beautiful angel hehe

Probably, my blog is almost the same with others. But these are my own insights. So, keep reading it to know my part hehe :))

Monday wasn’t typical day as it is, it was our immersion day that was held at St. Michael’s College-Main Campus. I thought it was just some orientation about being medical student, but wasn’t expecting that there would be a tour that’ll happen. I was amazed because finally I’m seeing things I used to wished that I could see personally. As the speaker tour us at his mini hospital, I am being over acting, I just can’t believe that I am finally touching those medical equipments. Imagine? before, I was just watching surgeries in dramas/movies and this time I am finally looking and touching at it and realizing that those are legits.

Anyway, let me share you something about why did I choose nursing. I was not the one who choose this course actually, it was my mother’s siblings. My mother side were all medical professional so, probably they want us their nieces to be one of it. My mom wanted me to be a teacher, but everytime I realized that if I’d choose being a teacher, surely for the rest of my life I would wake up early in the morning and take a bath and then go to school, I mean I would be a student forever but I have my salary. But, this thought that always comes to my mind, aside from being a student forever is that being a teacher is fun yet tiring. It’s like you’re a mother with lots of childrens to handle all of a sudden and then after a year there would be another childrens and it hurts me because I am very easy to attouched to people. I can’t handle myself when I get attached to someone. I don’t wanna see them leaving me after all those memories we’ve created. It hurts me a lot knowing that you have a childrens who would comfort you if you had a bad day in your home and then there comes the day that you would bid goodbye because they were taking another step of their journey. That sucks. Ok I am being too dramatic na hehe.

It was just a normal day, we had our report in RS about LGBT and then revised our business plan and getting ready for the incoming grand expo. Also, we had our discussion in Physics. Yeah senior high student life :))

These were the days where I finally face my fears.

In Wednesday, we had our symposium at AVR they taught us about Basic Life Saving Training. We had our review about bandaging because we had already our discussion about it since grade 10 and performed CPR together with my partner. I got nervous actually when they said that we’re performing CPR because I know it to myself that I really don’t know how and I don’t want people laugh at me so I did my best and I guess my best was enough although it was not perfect as we expected. Lol. Of course there comes a time that I got bored listening lol sorry for being like this hehe. But, as the discussion got so far, I learned a lot about being a nursing student. It wasn’t really easy as we think it is.

In thursday, this was the day that we performed all the basic life saving training with the help of CDRRMO. We performed rescuing someone who got injured and it is not easy especially when the casualty is heavy, you have to be strong for you to save someone’s life. In the afternoon, we had our discussion again. At first, I thought it was just a simple discussion so I slept until I woke up that everyone is getting ready for our upcoming activity wherein there’s student who would pretend that they’re injured. So, something rang, it was like ambulance lol so, we ran as fast as we can and as we arrived outside the gymnasium we saw students who got injured like it’s real, the blood that was covered to their body feels like it’s really legit. I got nervous again because I hate seeing bloods. It’s so ewwww. Like really. Especially wounds. Omgg everytime I remember what I saw last time got me feel nervous. People were really doing their part. Thank god, my role was making sure that equipments were complete. That was really amazing!! Everytime I remember the drama I’ve been watching amazed me. That wasn’t really easy if there is an emergency. I have learned that if you want to be a responder, you have to be more attentive, be alert and always keep calm. Being a responder is truly amazing until you realize that you are saving different lives. I salute responders, nurses and doctors for trying their very best to save lives. All the things I have learned were forever in my mind and try my best to apply it to someone in the future :)) In God’s will, we all become what we wanted to be, just keep on praying and be humble :))

Our bond become more stronger :((

As time goes by, it is normally that bond gets better. Where we slowly separate ways :((

It saddened me knowing that there’s only few days remaining for us to create memories. We would separate ways. We will finally face the reality of a student. We will become more independent.

The bond we had this day would always be in my heart.

To my classmates who don’t know how to swim just like me, it is okay, you did it right, you did your part, you did you best :))

That’s all hehehehe

See you on my next bloogg!!

Week 3

“Sometimes life becomes happy then suddenly becomes unexplainable“

This is my own saying that’s keeping me understand life.

It’s just a normal day for students.

For three days straight, there was no proper discussion. Some students do their thing. We were just 10-15 students in a class yet that’s make the classroom perfect. A peaceful and comfy room it is. We did what makes us happy and I guess everyone in the classroom loves playing with their cellphones, some were playing games while the other are watching dramas.

And then boom! The noise in the room is back!

Surely, I would miss the noise of our room, those laughs, teasing, shouting to each other. 100% I would miss all the people in OLIC. That is why I always cherish the remaining days I have in SMC. I will miss all the teachers and staffs.

Life would be different once I enter college. We all can do this!!

Ok, thursday? Everyone was busy doing their pt’s and thank god everything was successful.

This day was announced that Friday would be our Pictorial for Graduation. For sure, everyone is getting ready. And of course, as expected, everyone was sooo beautiful. Sana ol. You can see in their eyes how excited they are. I hope we could get along after graduation :(( It may be impossible but let’s make it possible. You guys, were with me on my last days of being a high school student. I couldn’t thank you one by one. But God knows how thankful I am meeting different people like you.

The long wait is over. Favorite day of every students and workers. This is the day where students hang with their friends after all the academic thingy. Teachers could spend their time with their families.

Friday was our pictorial day. All you can see in the classroom is beautiful faces. Funny how my classmate call me plastik when I say “you’re so pretty” or “you look good”. Hahahaaha think whatever you want to think.

My classmates were sooo pretty. Seeing them getting ready for pictorial was so cute. Okay, if you are reading this, I would like to congratulate you in advance hehe. Congratulations Classmate, see you when I see you!

Right after the pictorial, we goes somewhere where we could have time to each other. We talked and talked until we didn’t realize that time is getting late. We went home late at night (7pm I think?) I would never forget that day where we laugh like no one is around. I hope one day we could do that again mushies!!

That’s all for today ppl!! :))

See you on my next blooog!!

Week 2

Helloooo!! Yes I’m baaack again to share how my week went through :))

My week went like this, first day of my week was also my first day in Immersion. Yes we’re having immersion 😉 I wasn’t expecting actually lol. First day of my immersion was a blast like really. At first, I thought it was boring and tiring knowing that you’ll be walking throughout the barangay looking for children aged 0-5 for vaccination. Because I hate walking aside from being lazy is that I was traumatized by my feet and I don’t want to feel that pain anymore (idk what do you call that pain basta kay natapilok and perting sakita to the point na di nako kalakaw for 3-4 days).

So, yes! we we’re assigned in Dalipuga. Ghad!! When Ma’am Clarin told us that we we’re assigned at Dalipuga. I was devastated like it’s too far away from home!! So, we group ourselves into 8 members in a group (4 from senior high students & 4 from nursing students who would assist us). Our nursing student partners were very approachable. They were the reason why my immersion become memorable. They assisted us throughout the day to the point we became friends and even talk to each other like we know each other. We discover different people. I mean, people in dalipuga were very generous and approachable. Although, we met this guy who is very scary lol like he really don’t want his child to be vaccinated because of dengvaxia issue.

Also, the food. Hahahaha I love the food!! The reason why I wanna stay there lol >_<

Second Day of our immersion was pretty sad :((

We were assigned in the same place but other purok. This day was super tiring. We went door to door and I can really say that the place is really dirty. As expected because it was at seaside. I think that was squatter area. People there were very difficult to handle. But at the same time, you can see the smiles on their faces. Yet, the thought is always there. I keep on asking myself why they don’t wanna go like it’s for their children’s own good not for us, we’re just voluntary. Although, we can’t blame them. It’s their decision anyway.

In the afternoon, we did nothing. We just talk to each other. The laughter we put in our faces was different, it was genuine. All we did was laugh the whole afternoon and tease each other. We talked about Jadine’s break up. Then, suddenly ma’am call us for group picture in the seaside. Shems I love the air!! I super love beaches and we created that picture and it’s sooo cuuutee!! Miss you guys hehe

It was a bit sad knowing that we would separate ways after the immersion. The things/lessons that I’ve encountered will forever in my heart and mind.

All of my expectations are absurd. That was very memorable!! I wasn’t expecting that it would end up like these. I will really miss those people who helped us and I owe a lot from that people. See you around!!

To those students who was about to experience immersion. I hope you seize your day!! Hoping for your memorable experience hehe.

Yezzzz back to reality again :(( students were getting ready for exam and here I am procrastinating lol.

Exam was a bit hard especially on me who study late at night because I’d rather scroll on social media than studying lol. I just study when I’m about to sleep. Thanks God for letting me remember what I studied before the exam hehe. You’re always amazing :))

To tell you guys, I’m not that competitive type of student. I’d rather choose to help someone than to compete because we all die at the end of the day and scores doesn’t makes us enter paradise. That’s my mindset. I don’t care if you think I am being careless. It’s just a matter of how you convince yourself. I’m not telling you that you should be like this. It depends on you. We have different mindset. Although, I feel jealous when someone is being awarded hehe. Keep it up guys!! Always make your parents proud 😉

To those who are like me, you’re not doing enough, make it the best among the rest. But if you feel tired, never give up, learn to rest and fight again. We all can do this!! Aja!! Someday we will also receive compliments from people we wouldn’t expect. Strive harder. Let your achievements make the noise 😉 Always be humble and Thank God every single day :))

Someday we’ll make our mom the proudest :)) In God’s will :))

Hyss life is really complicated :(( I just simply wanna be invisible hehe kbye.

I wished I had the guts to tell my friends what’s going on :)) anyway nvm loveyou all!!

See you on my next blog!! Be right back again!! :))

Week 1

HELLOOOO CHILDREN OF GOD!!

I can’t really tell you what happened the whole week because for sure you’ll be tired and irritated reading it. lol.

As 2020 starts, a lot of unexpected disasters happened because of some of us being careless to our surroundings. I can say that I’m one of them. But this time I’m trying to be more responsible to our mother earth.

My life isn’t really interesting. I mean, expressing is not really my thing unless it’s necessary because of feeling that others might misunderstand/misinterpret me. But, I’m going to share it with you guys for academic purposes.

A lot of memorable happened this past few weeks. I was really hoping that one day I got this time where I could hang out with my friends and God grant my prayer. I would really thank him for all the happenings he gave me not just last week but throughout these years.

All I did last week was hanging out with friends. God really grant my prayer, I mean he made it everyday aww qtiee ❤

In terms of studying?? I don’t really study not unless if it is exam.That’s why I can really say that I’m the laziest person in this world.

I have nothing more to say about last week. But I’m going to share with you guys what I love in my life or let’s just say what’s keeping me alive in this chaotic world hehe.

The love of my life is..

I love it when it rains. I do really love!! I mean whenever it rains it feels like my heart beats so fast because of being so in love and genuinely happy. I really don’t know why. Wherein fact, I hate rains when I was a child because I feel like life gets boring when it rains, the surrounding gets dark and it annoys me. But, as I grew up, raining become my comfort zone. I feel safe, calm and peace. Whenever it rains, I always eat icecream. Yeah! it’s weird! I know!! Haha!! But for me, icecream is a perfect match for raining hehe. Raining is my favorite above all but it saddened me at the same time knowing that there’s a bunch of people out there living in streets. No permanent houses :(( Whenever it rains, they get struggle :(( May God grant them peace of mind where they could think a way for them to improve their lives.

Gotta share you more about myself.Although, not everybody would read my blog but it’s okay I would still share it here!! :))

Be right back next week!! :))

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